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Breaking silence for the first time since being fired from fashion house Christian Dior in 2011 for a series of anti-Semitic remarks, disgraced designer John Galliano, 52, opens up in the July issue of Vanity Fair
on the professional and personal demons that might have got the best of him, had he not lost his job and been forced to seek help.
In remarks released ahead of the magazine's July publication, Galliano granted his “first-ever sober interview” to contributing editor Ingrid Sischy posing for an accompanying spread with Annie Lebovitz.
Explaining his cyclical use of drugs and alcohol, Galliano admits to Sischy, “I was going to end up in a mental asylum or six feet under.”
At his lowest point, the former Creative Director relied on a team of assistants for tasks like holding and lighting his cigarettes and operating the A.T.M. for him.
“I never drank in order to be creative, or to do the research,” the designer
tells Sischy. “I didn't need alcohol for any of that. At first alcohol was like a crutch outside of Dior. Then I would use it to crash after the collections. I’d take a couple of days to get over it, like everyone. But with more collections, the crash happened more often, and then I was a slave to it.
Exploring Galliano’s childhood, his early fashion career and the industry that might have made Galliano a slave to his addictions, Sischy describes the self-descriptive behaviors that fueled Galliano’s persisting blackouts, binges, and his ultimate career suicide.